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Wednesday, September 15th, 2010
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12:20 pm - "love letters to monsters" #3
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i have a new issue of "love letters to monsters" out as of august 2010. it's a split with my friend & next-door neighbor (& long-time zinester) ailecia. she wrote "alabama grrrl" #9 & i wrote "love letters to monsters" #3. it's eighty quarter-sized pages, pretty heavy on the text. i wrote about topics including: moving to kansas, being a grad school widow, closing down my zine distro, becoming interested once again in writing fiction, the convoluted meaning of "community" in a punk/anarchist context, self-care & mental health, physical disability, tenants' rights, my father's unexpected death & my mother's unexpected conversion to islam, & more. ailecia wrote about what she wishes she would have known before enrolling in graduate school, tips on successfully integrating school with the rest of your life, grieving a friend who passed away too young, the excesses within the punk scene that lead to a culture of self-destruction, the importance of feminism, fat-positivity, & queer solidarity in punk scenes, an open letter to radical kids in lawrence calling them out on unchecked misogyny & violence, & more. we are both writing from an early 30s feminist personal perspective.
the zine costs $3 (anywhere in the world, including postage), which can be paid via paypal to learningtoleaveapapertrail@hotmail.com or mailed in cash to me at: ciara xyerra 1126 tennessee st. #5 lawrence KS 66044
trades may be acceptable. i like politically-tinged personal zines. drop me a line privately to set something up.
distros are also welcome to order copies. wholesale is $1.50 each (again, including postage, & anywhere in the world), which can be paid in the same ways listed above. i also accept checks made out to "ciara xyerra".
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| Sunday, January 24th, 2010
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3:23 pm
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orders/subscriptions mailed alicia in wa amber in canada caitlin in fl carolyn in pa courtney in al ellisa in ny jessica in pa kari in ca katie in or katie in pa kyla in ny kylie in tx lori in mn sarina in ca thomas in mi timothy in pa yuliya in fl
this is almost everything. unless you are mieke, elena, maranda, niku, or jessika rae, if you ordered zines & haven't seen your name on any of these lists in the last couple of weeks, drop me a line or comment here.
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| Tuesday, January 19th, 2010
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2:05 pm
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orders mailed bart in ma bri in oh christopher in ma dan in ma eric in ma jacqueline in canada JEI in the UK max in ma nina in ca robert in australia
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| Friday, January 15th, 2010
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10:21 am
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orders/subscription mailed camille in ct cheryl in nj erin in nj lisa in in lisa mae in ca moriah in va nicki in wa sarah in canada tyler in wi zahira in australia
just a note: orders won't be mailed over the weekend & the post office is closed on monday for martin luther king jr. day. mailings will proceed again on tuesday. everything should be in the mail by the end of next week.
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| Thursday, January 14th, 2010
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3:32 pm
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orders/payments mailed chris in canada christine in oh cindy in oh dianne in va elizabeth in nc emmalee in ca erica in pa ericka in mn heather in il jessica in canada kate in the UK kira in the UK sabrina in nj sailor in md sarah in nj sarah in ny stephanie in the UK sticky in australia tracey in canada tukru in the UK
i didn't make it to the post office yesterday, so i'm doing a double trip today. i am finally making some progress in all of the orders that have to be mailed!
another distro to check out: things you say: http://thingsyousaydistro.com
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| Tuesday, January 12th, 2010
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1:47 pm
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| Monday, January 11th, 2010
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10:50 am
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orders mailed don in ny jamie in pa jessi in mi kathee in oh kelsey in wa naomi in ca noemi in tx theresa in az vikki in ny violet in ca
here's how this is going to work: i'll package up & mail ten orders per day until everything has been mailed. it took me over an hour to address & stuff these ten packages & since my goal in closing down the distro is to have more time for myself & to take it easy in an effort to preserve my sanity, i'm not going to do any more than that at a time. i don't know exactly how many orders i have to fill, but it's somewhere around one hundred. so this will take a couple of weeks. if you placed an order & you don't see your name listed here once everything has been mailed, drop me a line. if i used to carry you zines & i still owe you money, let me know (unless you are ben, cindy, mary, or emmalee--i know i owe you all money & it's coming soon). if you run a zine distro & you want me to link to you on the front page of the former distro website &/or my blog, just say the word. if i owed you a refund because you ordered zines that were sold out, you should have it by now (except for one person who paid with an echeck...i forget who, but i can't issue your refund until the check clears--i have the details written down somewhere). if there's anything else i'm forgetting, let me know. okay!
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| Sunday, January 10th, 2010
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1:49 pm
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the distro is officially closed. everything has been sold. thanks.
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11:36 am
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order received bart in ma jamie in pa jessi in mi kelsey in wa LB in il lizzy in the UK naomi in ca noemi in tx victoria in the UK
permanently sold out chick pea #4/risk oblivious youth #1/2 doctrinal expletives #1 doctrinal expletives #2 doctrinal expletives #3 doris #27 high on burning photographs #4 next stop adventure #2 root #1 salt & slush #1 telegram ma'am #14 telegram ma'am #15 telegram ma'am #16 toothworm #4 truckface #8 truckface #10 truckface #11 truckface #13 we all have bones what i saw from where i stood up the logic punks! #1 your pretty face is going straight to hell #2 your pretty face is going straight to hell #4 your pretty face is going straight to hell #8
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| Saturday, January 9th, 2010
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11:46 am
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orders received christine in oh courtney in al dianne in the UK elizabeth in nc jenny in canada jessica in canada jessika rae in mi juliette in nm kate in the UK kathee in oh katie in or M in canada stephanie in the UK theresa in az tracey in canada violet in ca wooden shoe in pa
permanently sold out 8 letters #1 8 letters #2 america? #15 beyond gallery walls & dead white men: anarcha-feminism in action big hands #5.5 big hands #6 big hands #7 brainscan #21 brainscan #22 brainscan #23 chainbreaker #2 chainbreaker #3 chainbreaker #4 culture slut #17/telegram ma'am #17 doris #23 doris #24 doris #25 doris #26 doris: an anthology 1991-2001 dudes! 13 appointments eyes of pearl fertility awareness for non-invasive birth control fire hazard #2 hello alabama hot pantz HPV i dreamed i was assertive #11 it's not the end of the world!: living a life with limp wrists i was a teenage vegan cookbook #1 i was a teenage vegan cookbook #2 i was a teenage vegan cookbook #3 kiss off #13 ladders & hips life during wartime #9 messy dog/messy baby muffin bandit #2 next stop adventure #2 nothing rhymes #4 nothing rhymes #5 olly olly oxenfree #4 one way ticket #5 one way ticket #6 on the lower frequencies refugee root #3 root #5/stab #7 salt & slush #2 scrappy #1: a crafty zine for scrappy people--stitches scam #6 see no hear no speak no shotgun seamstress #1 shotgun seamstress #2 shotgun seamstress #3 show & tell #2 sojourner spokes of hazard #2 support talking nitrogen telegram ma'am #18/your pretty face is going straight to hell #9 truckface #12 where you from? wives tales your pretty face is going straight to hell #7 zine libs #1 zine libs #2 where you from?
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| Friday, January 8th, 2010
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12:21 pm
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orders received alicia in wa bri in oh camille in ct katherine in the UK kira in the UK lisa in in nicki in wa nicole in va sailor in md tyler in wi vikki in ny
permanently sold out chainbreaker #1 doctrinal expletives #5 harlot RN i dreamed i was assertive #12 learning good consent mental potential & sweet emotions sick: a compilation zine on physical illness susie is a robot #2 when language runs dry #1 when language runs dry #2 the worst #1: a compilation zine on grief & mourning
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| Thursday, January 7th, 2010
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1:57 pm
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orders received amber in canada cheryl in nj chris in canada don in ny erica in pa ericka in mn erin in nj jessica in pa kylie in tx lisa mae in ca meredith in ca niku in tx moriah in va sabrina in nj sarah in nj sarah in ny tukru in the UK
orders mailed don in ny hannah in ks moriah in va violet in ca
permanently sold out arts & crafts revolution #2 doris #22 hirsteria #2 imaginary windows #4 invincible summer #12/clutch #18 no better voice #31/truckface #9 rocket queen #1 rocket queen #2 root #4/stab #6 shotgun seamstress #2 show & tell #3 show & tell #4 skills spokes of hazard #3 susie is a robot #3 take care #5
i decided to close down the distro, effective immediately. i'm going to sell down as much stock as i possibly can. i'm not taking on new zines or doing re-orders. what i have is what i have, & once it's gone, it's gone. so if you have been thinking about placing an order, strike while the iron is hot. zines will be marked with quantities once i have five or fewer copies. i am open to doing wholesale orders on anything & everything i have, even if it doesn't have a wholesale button in the catalogue. drop me a line if you want to do bulk orders. i expect it will take some months to sell everything down, especially since i have over thirty copies of some items. so, you know, it's not going to be closed down next week or anything.
distro catalogue: http://www.papertraildistro.com e-mail: learningtoleaveapapertrail@hotmail.com
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| Tuesday, January 5th, 2010
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4:36 pm
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orders received hannah in ks violet in ca
new in stock a how-to guide on starting a d.i.y. events calendar (in your town) new to everything #8 toothworm #4
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| Monday, January 4th, 2010
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2:35 pm
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order received brian in ma
order/trade mailed brian in ma tukru in the UK
the distro is re-open for business as of today! there will be some minor re-structuring that is unlikely to affect orderers or zinesters i carry all that much, but will make a big difference to me. check out the catalogue at http://www.papertraildistro.com.!
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| Monday, December 21st, 2009
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12:51 pm
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order received torie in ca
order mailed torie in ca
the distro is now CLOSED until january 3! thanks to everyone who ordered & allowed me to distribute their zines in 2009! i hope everyone has a great new year.
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| Saturday, December 19th, 2009
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2:57 pm
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order received elizabeth in nc nicolas in canada
order/trade mailed elizabeth in nc sarah in canada
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| Thursday, December 17th, 2009
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4:26 pm
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order received lucy parsons center in ma
orders/trades mailed alison in the UK caitlin in ny charlotte in the UK johanna in ny kathrinne in pa katrina in ca kelsey in wa maranda in canada nicole in ca ocean in pa sarina in ca
just a reminder: i am going out of town over the holidays & the distro will be closed. i mean, the website will still be up & nothing is preventing you from placing an order if you want to, but i won't be filling orders or updating the site between december 21 & january 3. if you want zines before january, you have to place your order before sunday night. thanks!
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| Wednesday, December 16th, 2009
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5:38 pm
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order received nicole in ca
hopefully everything (orders, trades, & payments) will be mailed out tomorrow. sorry for the delay, i have been swamped this week!
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| Tuesday, December 15th, 2009
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9:14 pm
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orders received alison in the UK charlotte in the UK johanna in ny kathrinne in pa katrina in ca kelsey in wa sarina in ca
new in stock
 your pretty face is going straight to hell #8 tukru wrote this zine during the summertime when she missed out on the 24-hour zine project. the alternative press fair in london was approaching & she wanted to have a new zine availeble for people, so she wrote this issue. it's a little shorter than average, but is in the same style: stream-of-consciousness stories about what is happening at tukru's life in the moment, written diary style & laid out in handwriting or typewritten, interpsersed with drawings, moomin clip art, & found artwork from children's books. this issue is mostly about tukru's job in the internet division of a discount toy store. she writes about how much she hates her boss, who is the son og the big main boss. she writes about he has become meaner & meaner as time has progressed, going so far as to make tukru wear awful baggy black polo shirts to work, instead of the brightly-colored eclectic outfits she puts together on her own. she writes about how shocking it is to be a grown up suddenly, who complains about work & worries about rent & taxes & bills. but she also writes about her all-consuming love of harry potter, mostly based on the audio books read by stephen fry. she writes an entire piece about how much she relates to luna lovegood. i too am obsessed with harry potter, so i really enjoyed this aspect of the zine. there is also a recipe for vanilla panna cotta & strawberry compote, & an illustrated list of what has been keeping tukru sane recently, from cigarette breaks to her blythe doll to goat cheese. every color is hand-colored, & every issue of tukru's zine is like peeking into an uncommonly frenetic journal.
permanently sold out skinned heart #1 so midwest
temporarily sold out take care #5
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| Sunday, December 13th, 2009
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6:30 pm
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new in stock
 hello alabama courtney moved to tuscaloosa, alabama from raleigh, north carolina, not long ago, in order to attend graduate school for library science. this zine is all about her foiled attempts to find some peace her new home & learn how to miss north carolina without being debilitated by homesickness. she writes in her intro that "alabama is not the place for [her]." anyone who has packed up their life & moved to a new state can relate to the homesickness & the feeling of alienation that comes with trying to find your way in a new place. this is compounded when you have moved because the new place contains something you have to or want to be close to (like school) rather than because you are especially drawn to the locale. as someone who left boston, massachusetts for lawrence, kansas just a few months ago to accompany my boyfriend to grad school, i knew i would be relate to parts of courtney's struggles. she writes a lot about alabama's history of racial intolerance & deeply reactionary conservative politics, & how, as someone who cares about things like anti-racism & reproductive justice, courtney has felt unmoored in her new home, surrounded by people who think nothing of spouting off with opinions that courtney finds very unsettling. she writes about the prejudices her fellow library science students expose in class & the difficulty of finding a reliable recycling program in tuscaloosa. not everything in this zine resonated with me, & i certainly have a few hesitations with a woman moving to alabama from far-wealthier north carolina & immediately dismissing everyone around her as a redneck racist anti-abortion non-recycling hick. i grew up working-class in rural towns in ohio & can't help but feel that there are some class biases at play. however, it is really difficult to uproot your life & move to a place where you feel so isolated, personally & politically. this is a zine for anyone who has ever felt like the things they cared about left them standing alone & defenseless, even in a crowded room.
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